A new beginning

I'm finally catching up on all my school work. I was behind because two weeks ago my father in law had passed, and i had so much to do and i didn't feel like dealing with school because of what had happened. I would think everday to myself " I need to start my work for school and login but once i got in front of my laptop i couldn't force myself to do it. There were even times when i was about to log in and i couldn't. I wasn't able to concentrate on anything, and i hated myself for that because yes my father in law passed and it hurt us all, but i couldn't stop that from me continuing my school and education. It took me about two weeks to finally get the strength to begin this course. It's still hard at times, but i always say to myself "life goes on and you can't continue to stop and put your life on hold just because an incident occured".